Project Gratitude: Day 16

For the last several nights Ollie has been up and fussy after the other kids have gone to bed. It's gotten later and later each night. I find myself walking the same route the kids take as they chase each other--in front of the fireplace, past the dining area, across the kitchen, back through the entryway...around and around. Sometimes I think about changing it up a little and going clockwise instead of counter-clockwise. But whatever direction I go, it always helps him calm down and get drowsy enough to go to sleep. Last night before we made our ritual rounds, I tried putting Ollie on the floor, wondering if he just needed the chance to wiggle and stretch. He stopped fussing, looked up at me with those big dark blue eyes, and gave me a big smile. I felt his complete trust in me. It warmed me right up and made all the frustrating moments melt away.

I am thankful for unconditional love.